How does one pretend not to be scared? How does one keep a cold head when everything falls apart slowly?
Dont freak out, dont freak out...but everybody else is freaking out.
How do I keep my balance when the only crutch I've ever known is far away?
How do you dream of being together when there isnt even the slightest hint of a possible time, a possible date?
I dont need and I dont want substitutes.
I want to feel like the sun rises and sets for a reason rather than just because time cursed it to do so for the rest of the eternity.
I am so much more. I can do so much more. But where do I start?
My thoughts sit on my chest at night and wont let me sleep.
Where is the sound I need to hear to awake a smile?