Friday, January 25, 2008

For a second there...

...I forgot the fucked up shit I've seen and experienced first hand in my life, how fucked up my family is, and the ridiculous shit I've had to deal with since I was little. For a second there I acted like I hadn't lost my fucking innocence AGES ago.
I've been such a sissy lately. I'm not crying and whining about my "struggles"... I'm not a fucking rapper...I just remembered that all of that stuff is fuel and strength.
I was slightly disgusted with myself for a little bit but I think I'm back and better so...we'll see how shit goes.
That's it.