...beyond words.

I am angry beyond words at my father. He failed to realize that, even though there hasn't been a graduation ceremony, one of his children has graduated college. I am the first one out of his 3 children to graduated college and he's not even aware. I graduated with very good grades and great reviews from my teachers. I paid for college without financial aid, because thanks to his and my stepmother's income, paying for my tuition was very possible, but still, I paid for everything with very few exceptions. I worked two jobs to make the money for tuition and when I came for help because for the first time I couldn't come up with the money, he told me to not worry about it. When I reminded him about the money I needed, he had forgotten. He forgot. He forgot his daughter had to pay her college tuition. What the hell is on your to-do list that can make you forget the one thing your daughter has asked you to help her with in years? Better yet, claimed he forgot because I didn't remind him enough. I guess it is my fault.
I barely expect anything from my parents. I didn't want anything, I just wanted it to be acknowledged that I had succesfully completed something that I busted my ass for. I didn't even get that.
I guess what I really am is hurt beyond words.